i finally made up my mind and decided to stay in gainesville for the concert this weekend (with a little help from michelle)  now i just have to get joe to pay me back some money he owes me so i can pay for a ticket and supplies! besides that nothing much is goin on, it's been kinda slow around here lately. the chili peppers are still down there but i had to put up some new music too so here it is! listen to the words, its a really sad song...

the postal service - nothing better

will someone please call a surgeon
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that your're deserting for better company
i can't accept that it's over...
and i will block the door like a goalie tending the net
in the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

so just say how to make it right
and I swear i'll do my best to comply

tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

i feel i must interject here you're getting carried away
feeling sorry for yourself
with these revisions and gaps in history
so let me help you remember.
i've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
i've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave

so please back away and let me go
i can't my darling i love you so... oh oh

tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

i admit that i've made mistakes
and i swear i'll never wrong you again
you've got a lure i can't deny,
but you've had your chance so say goodbye
say goodbye